well today is... unexplainable. hmm first thing in the day tok to jj abt the thing. well the thing is... i haf withdrawn frm huangcheng directing. i haf my reasons, so... if u wanna noe u cld come n ask me. haha den i wld see weder i shld tell u. i shall still go back n help occasionally, provided im welcome. hahaha sum ppl dun like dat idea. n i wanna sae sorry to some who have been hoping dat i wld go thru the period of time wif the all of u. i haf thot it thru n thru. realli cannot juggle everything
oh well hmm den dere was CT session. think tham is very funny nowadays. beyond the classroom shes much frenlier. haha oh well den it was FOS. hmm the gals left n sum guys left, n onli a few guys n wenqing n huishan were left. hmm we entered bball so... oh well wah kao it was damn funny la. cos we were walking past the field when chris saw the gigantic red pushball n cheonged there. hahaha he tried to push it, climb on the ball n balance n oso tried to carry it. it was hilarious watching him do it. hahaha me guan marc n shan had a gd laff over there. den we went to the match n who knew?
our 1st match was against the sibeiqiang "sibeiqiang". sian diao we finished the match 13-5, which wasnt too bad. haiz dey are qiang man. we played ok but nv fully release the potential. haiz. den it was a damn long break until we played chengrong's team. we lost 24-19 hai sadded. oh well think my stamina is worse now. too damn fat. shall slim down hahaha well our team consisted of me, guan, marc, chris, chenxi, cliff, n we had ppl like mj nel n some china guy joining us for a while. so... wanna thank this team. hahaha to sound politically correct i hafta sae dat its ok as long as all had fun!! haha wah kao im damn dark now. stay in the sun for too long. oh well din notice it until my mum commented. haha hmmm when we were playing sibeiqiang the 6c gals were all there cheering for em lah. haiz the obvious questions popped up _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _??? oh well nvm not dat i can help it aniwae.
but here i wanna thank two important ppl. HUISHAN AND WENQING!! hahaha the two of em came to the bball court n helped cheer for us. dey were quite loud summore loh. dey realli deserve some applause. *APPLAUSE* hahaha den dey help us buy drinks n den dey oso ba gua wif us. hahaha so nice of em. i mean hardly do u see any gals staying in the hot hot sun for all dat while juz to cheer for a team which isnt dat zai n is obviously losing. haha thanx! we wanted to treat em lunch but dey had council stuff so... oh well
hmmm after dat we went to change. wanted to go queensway to settle class jersey but met up wif obstacles. no emblem. n later i think le oso rmb we haven get size yet. mebbe sum ppl want bigger or smaller we oso nv confirm wif em. but we onli got all the names la so we decided we cant do it. so we trooped down to adam road food centre for lunch. me guan marc n nel. PMS in name. haha well dey all had nasi lemak but i ate the prawn noodles. quite tasty hahaha but very spicy indeed. oh well den i came back home n kept falling aslp on the bus. haha think im realli exhausted. hmmm
for sum strange reason, the sch wanted FOS to be played in cluster format so as to foster cluster spirit. wah chua tio. we dun even haf sch spirit to start wif. see everytime got cheering session, everyone disappears. much less class spirit. u noe wat im tokin abt.
i've heard one of the greatest jokes of all time today. those who nid the time are supposed to let those who haf all the time in the world dictate wat dey shld do.
did u realise u were repeating urself again n again n again n again n again? i gave u an answer, but apparently u wanted me to be completely defeated.
selfishness. zhe yang bu hao.
u dun do it properly i do it for u nvm. but if u dun even cooperate how to do?
are we dat segregated? wheres the unity? wheres the common-mindedness? so many things handed to u n yet none of em were settled properly.
but looking back la. am i truly seeking for unity in the first place? am i handling this entire issue properly myself? am i not selfish? did i make myself clear when u asked? shld i ask em to use their time juz to accomodate my schedule? do i possess class spirit? sch spirit? cluster spirit?
i guess not entirely. im juz an asshole as much as many of u feel i am, n oso as much as i feel many of u are. so i shld juz shaddup n stuff a radish up my ass.
gonna watch the hwachong 30 yr anniversary dvd. so far i've appeared in every sensorium vale production. bad... wah kao sumone borrowed my orientation video!!! return me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dunno where it went to. haiz
shall blog later or tmr. depends la. oh well gonna haf another tok wif my parents tonite