wells the weekend was relatively fun :)
had prac in the aftnn b4 headin down to alvin's 21st :) haha he was so eager being the host and i muz commend him on his job. was late b4 i headed back, making a few mistakes which ended up with me bein half dead by the time i got home hahaha
church today was ok. shared alot during cell. and dats why i like it hahaha we all can learn frm each other. lunch with SOLE b4 i met up wif the rest. travelled wif joy enmei and enjie to enjie's place where we talked abt our dreams to improve the worship in mandarin service hahaha we listened to one half and the enchanted theme song a billion times, and had it in our heads for the nxt 3 hrs as joy sang it for us incessantly. played cards and went thru old fotos. so fun. but at the same time, so sad that i was never a part of that until pri 5. guessed i missed out on alot...
had dinner at home wif a few families visiting us. yeps. gonna go finish watching my 881 :D
一人一半
感情不散
一人一素故
感情才会久
时光累积
安静的泪滴
一心去追
爱那么可贵
这样的人
这样地等
无非是等
个回应眼神
为爱翻滚
不急伤痕
甘心为你一生都浮沉
这样的人
别笑我蠢
傻傻地心痛也不觉疼
就算残忍
就算天冷
等你想起这没用的人
一人一半
感情不散
已经找到爱
为何要离开
时光累积
安静的泪滴
一心去追
爱那么可贵
这样的人
这样地等
无非是等个回应眼神
为爱翻滚
不急伤痕
甘心为你一生都浮沉
一人一半
感情不散
已经找到爱
为何要离开
已经找到爱
为何想离开
keeping up the daily blogging thing is really difficult.
assigned a few jobs at church. still in the midst of tryin to do em. not easy cos i dun wan the product to be the same old thing. try somethin new and somethin different :)
was treated to kuishin-bo by rev soo. hahaha the most memorable item was the green tea ice cream. wah kao super smooth super shiok. din eat to my max, though the company were already wide-eyed at my consumption volume.
did a very interesting but DAMN TIRING project today. i hope the results turn out great :) shopped for a present but din manage to get anything. sucks when ur bound by budget... :S had a great time discussing issues and its great to be laughing at almost everything we say. hahaha very fun :D
did filmin in church today. got to hold the camera! heh a satisfying feeling i suppose. met qinlei for dinner at the japanese marche. not the best jap food ard, but pretty expensive. not somethin i wld suggest. the desserts were so sweet that i fear ants around my toilet bowl.
old memories were uncovered in that conversation. realised i hadn't talked abt it for so long hahaha. its more bitter than sweet undeniably. but i've come a long way since then. i've grown up i guess.
let it go
let it roll right off your shoulders
don't you know
the hardest part is over
let it in
let your clarity define you
in the end
you will only just remember how it feels
our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders
these twists and turns of fate
time falls away
but these small hours
these small hours
still remain
let it slide
let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine
till you feel it all around you
and I don't mind
if it's me you need to turn to
we'll get by
it's the heart that really matters in the end
our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders
these twists and turns of fate
time falls away
but these small hours
these small hours
still remain
all of my regret
will wash away somehow
but I cannot forget
the way I feel right now
in these small hours
these little wonders
these twists and turns of fate
yeah these twisted turns of fate
time falls away
yeah but these small hours
these small hours
still remain
yeah oh they still remain
these little wonders
all these twists and turns of fate
time falls away
but these small hours
these little wonders
still remain
easter sunday is finally here! :):)
the service on thursday night turned out really well :) i think the crowd got our point. and it was really meaningful when we dedicated our hearts to the cross at the carpark. had supper wif ernest and aaron at the thomson imba-chor-mee haha funny how aaron calls it that.
friday was another day of meditation. finished my video and walked with xinhua to plaza sing, where we met sheila and watched boulderactive. my goodness. think i can never climb rocks.
friday night to saturday morning were tormentuous. i felt so stressed over everything like i was gonna get torn apart. but im glad a few of the things have been resolved. and a few things i understand i cant control till it comes to me. it still worries me nonetheless, but the support and prayers of my frens somehow make me feel better :)
played drums for church today :) hahaha somehow the practices were better for me. i cant seem to avoid the clacking of my sticks tgt :S only means i nid more practice!!!
we had a rare guest today! yansing came back! hahaha we had breakfast tgt with a bunch of the church peeps at micky d's. its really nice to catch up with an old fren :) went back to church and helped serve food. most of em now recognise me for news reports :S hahahaha wish there were better things for my reputation.
headed to joy's for a day of movies and activities! hahaha we watched constantine b4 heading down for badminton! hahaha enmei and i won 2 outta 3! hahaha my arm is really sore now tho :( joy the awesome host got us a nice room to watch the wedding planners accompanied with lemon tea, pizza and nuggets :) haha i gotta admit, tho its a chick flick, the wedding planners wasnt too bad. there are some which are juz too cheesy. this was quite ok. tho we still ridicule certain impossible to happen scenarios hahaha. and the "buddy-buddy".
wells... seventeen days to the IC. sooooooooooon :)
i stand corrected. it is 3478.78
had a long day at church today. seriously long. nothin much to blog abt except for the ding ding dong dong of the amex issue as well as the long rehearsals involved in tmr's program.
dun feel like talking.
the digits 3474.78 are gonna haunt me for a long time.
i'm so sorry i got my best friend and buddies embroiled in this... this is blowing up beyond imagination. so many regrets.
walked to church for the first time today. it was quite a leisurely walk. note to self to use a backpack instead of a messenger. did the video and reported the news for the entire day. stayed back till 9 plus. think the video shld be mistake-less now...
just sent marcus off at the airport. yet another brother gone. well if we dun go explore at this age, when else can we?
first steps of revamping the blog have been completed with sheralyn haha. lets see how this place is gonna turn out :)
ytd there wasnt much to blog abt. family came to my hse for visits and had a few words of advice regarding fish tanks. if ur interested in how pro aquascaping can get, please google takashi amano (or aqua design amano). that guy is nuts.
today woke up early for church. lunch was at marina bay which was pretty good and nice since many ppl went tgt. trooped down to queensway wif ernest isaac and zhenjie. got my nike free 3.0 (finally i match up to my dad in terms of sports shoes technology level) my mum wanted a pair too but no one sold size 6 :S so i had to abandon that and went bag shoppin wif zhenjie. he got himself a nice eastpak backpack at a discount too. by then i realised the clock had hit 5.30pm and i made a dash for kallang leisure centre. managed to reach juz when weiwei was queueing up to enter the arena sia hahaha my goodness NTU aces are imba. to be frank, i think the judges gave the other grps prizes cos they can't hand em all to NTU. call me biased hahaha i'm a future NTU student :D:D:D
went home and went out for dinner. walked ard in my brand new kicks and i muz say, im really happy wif em :D
spent the day in church helpin out. very unfortunately i scratched rev tan's car when i was driving the church van.
i dunno wad else to say other than
SHIT.
carried stuff, painted stuff. feel quite useless ard when there's nothin to learn... :S
the most interesting today tho, is about a buncha girls who were playin near me while i was painting. one of em (gal A) accidentally hit another's (gal B) specs. gal B said: i'm sorry! and gal A said: sorry no cure....
YOU'LL BE HEARING FROM MY LAWYER. I WANT TO SUE YOU.
what has our world become?
went back to office for half a day. practically did nothing. juz sat ard and offered no help heh. drove the car home and sent michelle to tuition. and thus had the opportunity to say hi to my ex-tuition teacher auntie serene. seriously she has gotta come up wif her secret of staying young.
rushed here and there and got off the car with my dad as the replacement driver so that i cld walk ard for abit b4 i went to church. primarily shoe window shopping hehs. trooped down to church.
attended the talk on homosexuality which really allowed me to learn alot :) really glad i went today despite my eyelids nearly shutting on me b4 the talk started.
reached church at 10am and worked the whole day. feels so satisfying working and learning at the same time, as compared to the past yr or so when i learnt everything there was to my job already. made a video for em. hopefully it can be used. shall see how on fri.
went for drums. my last 2 hr lesson. hahaha finally can revert back to 1 hr not-so-shag lessons. hehs hmms came home straight.
somehow regular blogging these days are much shorter than the regular bloggings i had 4 yrs ago hahahaha
drove my mum ard the mornin buyin stuff here n there. went down to church to work and learnt alot. hopefully i can do some of the filmin myself or even directing when my term comes to an end. tmr gonna learn more! so excited.
bought 3 more golden suckers and 7 more cherry shrimps. the uncle play punk wif me gimme not so red ones. tsktsk gave in to him in the end. hopefully they turn redder.
yea nothin much goin on
spent the morning pacifying the niece. headed down to toa payoh for a yong tau foo lunch and went down to church to start my "internship". spent the day workin out a new title video. well we'll see how they think tmr.
celine's parents came visiting. they prayed for us as a household which i thought was awfully nice. :)
well today was that empty.
wad a tiring weekend.
had dinner wif kanghao hailing and qunxiang last nite. den watched huangcheng. the snrs were there, and so were ziyan and jian an. it was quite a good performance, tho we commented on possibly everything. hahaha 3rd production was especially good with quite stunning backdrops and props. we saw the most memorable costume of all time as well.
猫!!!
attempted dessert supper failed and so we trooped home. reached at only 12am :(
woke up early for church. sat at the cold corner so i kinda got a flu now. lunch was at manhattan after abit of a hoo ha. gelared. went down to it show which was kinda insane. the crowd was severely overwhelming. luckily i found enmei who provided me wif safe haven. a nice seat, a drink and a chat :) bought the plasma tv finally after alot of deliberation and queueing.
walked down to the new minds at purvis st. played a few games. was fun but soon 5 of us were juz watching 1 playin her way, and i wonder...
woke up again at 12pm. i am so sleepin my life away.
each morning im glad my fishies are still alive n healthy :) drove my mum all over the island for errands. drove her home and set off to novena. nearly got pangseh-ed there but luckily we got it back on. haha dinner at east coast food centre was good :) hawker food for cheaps is always great. nearly got fined or not enough parking coupons haha wad a relief sia. damn heng. we were nearly caught by the pincer manuveur of the parking attendants but we made it juz in time :P
drove to katong for refuelling and managed to find our way to the new singapore flyer :) it's quite nice at nice. a blue hue. the surrounding shops sell quite nice stuff. i nv build a bear was so expensive... and the jap shop was sellin stuff pretty steep too. but the jap shop has really nice pendants for girls :) lucky or else i spend cash liao hahaha. walked ard. had some ice cream. sent the company home and made it back b4 cinderella got pumpkin-ed.
awfully nice nite :)
i am how sad. came home to find my shrimp dead. crushed underneath a piece of wood. think when i was lookin for the golden sucker i accidentally moved the wood and crushed the poor lil thing underneath. I FEEL FREAKIN GUILTY.
:(
played impromptu drums today. think it dun turn out too well :(
as i said i always like sharings in our group. it feels really nice. i'm glad i'm in SOLE.
knee hurts like crap. please turn better. i wanna run.
sending a little girl off to school is like a moment of emo. you're worried, excited and envious all at the same time. even though the girl might not be ur own daughter.
went to see the doc. she had more complains abt my weight than i had complains abt my back. she did prescribe me some gel to apply tho. and a diet plan as well.
drums for two hours. still trudging on.
yea today nothin much to blog abt... nites
today marks the last day i hafta officially work at tanglin police division. half day summore. and spent the bulk of it clarifying my leave matters summore.
left to change my fish tank light (thus making my fish alot more visible now) and also the purchase of 4 shrimps, 5 rummynoses and the employment of a golden sucker to clean up my tank. i must say: shrimps move like submarines which is damn cool, golden suckers move like they just got electrocuted which is damn cute, and rummynoses spend their time hiding from their owner which under usual circumstances wld mean docking of pay as well as benefits.
helped my dad buy a pair of nike free 7.0s. when ur dad has shoes more technologically advanced than urs, u noe u've been in NS for too long. i run on brooks.
rode on the big red merida today. it was good to cycle with. but i think i hurt my back again. it wasn't even a strenuous ride. crap i wanna see a doc.
time to blog again. had ops branch retreat today. woke up and hour late and went huffily down to aloha changi. wad to say. we had more break time den work. which really is the whole point of a retreat isnt it?
played tekraw which ravaged my foot. and played tug of war which basically rendered the right side of my body useless. i hate tug of war now. tho it's fun.
its mixed emotions i'm feeling. somewhat like this song.
走在風中 今天陽光 突然好溫柔
天的溫柔 地的溫柔 像你抱著我
然後發現 你的改變 孤單的今後
如果冷 該怎麼渡過
天邊風光 身邊的我 都不在你眼中
你的眼中 藏著什麼 我從來都不懂
沒有關係 你的世界 就讓你擁有
不打擾 是我的溫柔
不知道 不明瞭 不想要 為什麼 我的心
明明是想靠近 卻孤單到黎明
不知道 不明瞭 不想要 為什麼 我的心
那愛情的綺麗 總是在孤單裡
再把我的最好的愛給你
不知不覺 不情不愿 又到巷子口
我沒有哭 也沒有笑 因為這是夢
沒有預兆 沒有理由 你真的有說过
如果有 就讓你自由
不知道 不明瞭 不想要 為什麼 我的心
明明是想靠近 卻孤單到黎明
不知道 不明瞭 不想要 為什麼 我的心
那愛情的綺麗 總是在孤單裡
再把我的最好的愛給你
played drums in church. flipped sticks twice damn paiseh larh. was amazed during lunch. was contemplating btwn pigs stomach soup and mee sua. DEN I REALISED THERE IS DI DOR MEE SUA.
went back to church for a really long talk kok session wif some of the younger ones. got me laughing so hard i kept coughing. came home and watched tv all the way till dinner. after that was visiting frm some ppl who wanted to haf a good look at our new hse. mm hmm.
china beat korea for the men's finals. how boring.
tmr gotta go pasir ris. my goodness. u noe how far that is?
getting broke dats the first thing i wanna say.
bought myself six new rummynoses. they are alive and kicking. for now. pls dun let em die.
went for church prac which wasnt too good. hopefully tmr it all goes smoothly.
headed for dinner wif marc and nel, something we haven done in longs. pasta de waraku at the central. talked abt the car incident and... quite frankly it's a huge mood spoiler.
met up with some other classmates like bumin eugene weiwei and ethel to watch qian and shan's hall production. which was pretty good for a script i guess. perhaps a little more twists wld be great but i think musicals are like the hardest of theatrical productions to craft. so kudos to qian: our very own homegrown musical writer!
supper was gan lau mian xian which wasnt shiok cos there was vinegar. i hate vinegar in my noodles. ran for the last mrt with the peeps and luckily we made it.
bumped into ling and melvin at j8 haha wad a coincidence.
trapped btwn australia or not :(
a hectic day at work. the aftermath is still wreaking destruction upon the force.
caught juno with chuantin. hmms i think it was a very witty script, but there doesnt seem to be much ups and downs as i wld haf expected frm an award winning script.
dinner at kim san leng made me realise that with good company, even a hawker centre seems like a great spot to chill out and talk.
if you need me, you know i'll be there.
