well todays sunday so its... CHURCH DAY! well early in the morn my bro drove n we met up wif so many ppl in their cars. hmm gerraint came to our church today. he was rather early, n waited for regina to come. oh well hmm service was ok wif celine leading for the first time in her life. oh well nxt week is my turn again. hmm den we had curry puffs for breakfast. hmm chatted wif joy whom i've not toked to for quite some time. as in face to face dat is. haha hmm den there was sunday sch. hmm i was quite sian diao for some reason. well i dunno if there were any others cos i told myself to snap outta it but was still sian diao. oh well the fact dat i was bushed din help. hmm to be a doormat... the greatest challenge to me is humility. but... i dunno if God wants me to be a doormat, then wat choice do i haf?
den dere was lunch at tanco. haven been dere for ages. hmm had mianxian n 4 guotie's frm celine. oh well den i after lunch i walked her to slightly off paradiz. hope u take gd care of urself gal! dun be so sadded... things will pass soon enuff n everything wld be back on track! hmm after dat went back to lead prayer meeting. din do too good a job. hmm after dat went to plaza sing. went to buy my bro's new fone while the rest of em went to haf lunch n bought tix. well my bro got the samsung e700a. wah kao quite cool u noe. sian diao my 3200 sux. hahahaha well no choice. shall stick wif it till i nid to change a fone nxt time. hmm den we watched the exorcist cos joy n i din wanna watch 2046. well we met up wif a prob. melody din bring her id so the guy din seem too keen on letting her in due to fear of getting fired. oh well but in the end we managed to persuade him to let her in so dat was it. oh well. it wasnt too scary but sumhow due to my pre-formed mentality i was damn humchee. kept my fingers in my ears as earplugs which joy imitated n found to haf great effect. i mean usually horror shows shock u by sudden escalates in volume. oh well it was juz disgusting, the way they killed ppl. but it was relatively bland, normal storyline n all. there was this moment where joy buried her face in my shoulder. but it wasnt cos the scene was scary. it was juz plain expaseration hahaha ;p hmm den after the show i walked wif joy to her busstop while the rest went to mrt for home. well we had a nice tok, as i said i like tokin to her, den we took 171. she went home while i stopped at heeren there to walk ard. went to cineleisure n stood in front of our class jersey thinking where n how to place our class emblem. wah kao i stood there for 5 min i think. den the store owner keep comin over to ask me if i want to try it on. hahaha so paiseh. oh well realised our emblem might go nowhere so... tmr go wif the rest see how loh. hmm den went to meet my grandma n my family to haf dinner. den went to my bro's hostel room for my grandma to visit. after dat went home. passed by sinten n thot of changing my bat. hmm i use for 2 plus yrs le. my rubber spoil le n my bat is cracking up. think its abt time to change. n train properly wif it. hmm yea but it wld cost. haiz... abit reluctant. oh well back home now. suddenly alotta ppl found out abt my departure frm huangcheng...
it still hurts. im not cold, not even lukewarm. but i cannot afford it...
well tmr gonna get the class jersey done if possible. n tmr returning us chem n eocns paper. wah kao i damn scared again...