today is a very bad day. started off well but i screwed everything up in the end.
sux
hmm early in the morn led bible study for the household. hmm did 1st corinthians 13:1-12. yea substitute love wif ur name. u'll find it hard. hmm den went for dental. wah kao tie rubber band quite pain. sian diao. hmm n i had another breakfast morsel wif my bro b4 we headed down to church to boil teh.
it was good. mum was settling everything well n taught the ppl wat to do nxt. we carried the teh here n there but ended up in kindergarten classroom. hmm turned on the fan n the aircon n stirred the tea to cool it down. soon we were pouring the teh into cups liao n all seemed great. halfway thru we went for lunch as things seemed smooth. had ice kachang as i was already full. hmm den returned to church n shortly after left for ntuc wif abel n isaac to buy car wash stuff. bought the cloth and the shampoo there, but we needed sponges. so we trooped down to cold storage not too far away n bought the sponges. on the way back met sheila n ee kit. so qiao. hahaha oh well hmm returned to church onli to realise i forgot to bring back cardboard boxes. went to ntuc alone n grabbed two boxes b4 the old lady there kapped em. hmm started transferring the teh cups into boxes n transported em up to the fridge.
n then it all went downhill
the estimation provided by my mum dat the fridge can contain 300-400 cups was so so so damn wrong. onli less than 200 fitted in. damn sian diao. den we started clearing other fridges n squeezing stuff into other compartments to clear a meagre amount of space for ourselves. sian diao... after all dat, we still had abt 150 cups xtra wif nowhere to go. it wld spoil if we left it in the open. so we had to think of a way to solve it. turned out we brought it all up to church office one of the empty rooms n turned on the aircon full blast full fan. hopefully its still alright tmr. hmm den i got everyone up to church office n started doin the template for bookmarks myself. in the end joy cldnt stay back so there was no i/c. plus joy cant join us for mission trip again. so i was realli frustrated n pissed i said things outta my mind. outta compulsion. regret it man... regret it. if the church doesnt need anybody, it's gotta be me.
i left in a huff n a puff n many things were left unsettled. had to sms the guys to resolve everything. bookmark making cancelled. gotta postpone it la. sux. im sorry. n thanx to all those who came down to help. appreciated. RESPECT. hmm den went to ji ma's funeral. b4 dat made a fone call to joy to tok n all. felt a lil' betta. but i think the damage is done... ARGH it was boring over there. ate peanuts n toked abt handphones mavis n nuttin else. hmm fuxing n yansing came later n it was more interesting. toked to fuxing for quite long. yea learning... hmm den left for home wif yiyi jiejie wif mavis whining at the back. now im here blogging.
For Christ's love compels us, because we are convinced that one died for all, and therefore all died. And he died for all, that those who live should no longer live for themselves but for him who died for them and was raised again. So from now on we regard no one from a worldly point of view. Though we once regarded Christ in this way, we do so no longer. Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come! All this is from God, who reconciled us to himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation: that God was reconciling the world to himself in CHrist, not counting men's sins against them. And he has committed to us the message of reconciliation. We are therefore Christ's ambassadors, as though God were making his appeal through us. We implore you on Christ's behalf: Be reconciled to God. God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.
Jesus paid the high price for us to be saved. None of us should be forsaken. None should say that another CAN be forsaken
Forgive me Father for I have sinned...
