wowee!! its been an incredible TWO WEEK SPAN since i blogged! its amazing! hahaha tho i've been still coming online rather regularly... juz neglected my poor blog lorh... hahaha well im back and well i cant blog abt day by day stuff le since everything is far behind me... all i noe is F=LIBsinTETER. haiz... oh well two weeks of solid everyday stay back in sch reading room to mug has passed. not much has been achieved i wld sae. tuition everyday as usual taking up alot of my proper self-revision time. so... juz do a few papers onli. two weeks to go n i haven realli finished the syllabus. and by the time i haf, i wldnt haf done any questions to prepare myself practically for the exam. so its pretty sickening. life seems to be coming to a standstill. time passes so fast yet im left behind wif nuttin done as each 24 hrs zooms by. onli subject i haf reasonable confidence of now is econs. maths i look at laz yrs work i blur like siao. physics ok larh... juz dat i still suck at topics which haf mention of the word 'electro". den chem is almost hopeless. so im screwed. hai well on the bright side at least my mum and dad are happy to see me realli studying. i've watched considerably less tv n used considerably less internet over these two weeks. so i guess i've become a better person.
well sumthin dat i muz blog abt. ytd was the last official day of sch. frm den on... its juz j2s comin in n out of sch as dey wish. no longer will i see those familiar yet unrecognised faces everyday passing me by. sumhow these are my family. hahaha i dunno it sounds realli ridiculous, but i've come to a point whereby juz barely knowing these ppl still allows me to tok a few words and wave to em if i see em outside of sch. and of cuz those whom i've grown to become close frenz wif. its for sure dat we wld still hang out and stick tgt, some perhaps even for the rest of my life. but its juz... diff. no longer are we gonna be attached to this school now known as Hwa Chong Institution, which i still rather call Hwa Chong Junior College, or Huangcheng, or Hua Chu. frankly i dun see any difference being in the sch, or being out of the sch physically but still existing as the student population. but it juz... feels different. perhaps its juz cos im a very feeling person. lifes gonna be alot different no longer sitting wif my class at the class bench every morning and aft sch, seeing my teammates walking ard, or my huangcheng frenz whom i've regrettedly grown distant from. it seems like im on my own. even tho in sch, mugging in the reading room, everyone seems to be doing it for themselves le. no longer is it abt helping each other get by wif our everyday lives, or simply having the chance or rather now a privelege, of appreciating the presence of each other. i dunno im not making sense at all i guess. its all confusing inside. juz confunded now. hai yepz. perhaps HCJC has indeed become my second home. and i finally realise how true it is when we sing one of HC's songs: huang cheng liang zai, duo duan cu... ji ran ai shang le... you wei he bu fu chu...?
yes as i was saying it was the laz day of sch. sumhow the mood was abit down. or perhaps its juz me. took class fotos wif some teachers, and class fotos of our own at the beloved class bench. was a lil' grumpy n all dat. had lunch wif a large majority of the class, which i muz say is now a rare delight dat i hardly enjoy. realised 69 is realli a fun class to be in. thank God i was dropped in here. i haf my prejudices, and postjudices if i can put it dat way. but on the whole, 69 ROCKS! went back and mugged in the reading room. felt quite irritated by the band performing outside but when i found out it was for teachers' day, cldnt bring myself to kb them. i dunno larh. not dat i absolutely adore HC teachers (sum irritate me for dat matter) but i've grown to appreciate their presence and their sincerity in helping all students young old stupid clever or juz plain assholish. like me.
went to tuition and had dinner wif yuru wj zhiyin jm n lings. yuru was complaining abt the laz day of sch, and how it made her realli sad. strangely i was the one telling her dat she shldnt be sad cos it isnt realli all over, but deep inside me i was quite overwhelmed. abit teetering towards tears. oh well. day ended wif plenty of foto-taking.
HWA CHONG. my home.
today woke up real early for dental and now my teeth hurt real bad. went to meet the rest for lunch and we had pastamania. quite long nv eat le so quite shiok. had tuition n went to watch yuhang ann n kaihong perform at wheelock. dey realli rawk larh. dey realli r damn good. idol man. hahaha den went wif ling to coffee club xpress at wisma to study. which i din do much i admit. shortly after guan n marc came n i went to watch the 2nd performance by dat grp (called LOVE btw) at taka. still dey rock. but den came dis buncha street performers known as street culture and dey did their hip hop shit n it was mudder good. i tell u dey realli rock shit. and i saw joshua wif his stunt biking frenz doing some realli neat tricks on their bmxes. i recorded down videos. oh well n dey r realli nice ppl. some ppl think of em as juvenile delinquents, but when u see how dey realli try to work for ur donations, u realise dey haf a heart as well. perhaps even larger than urs.
went back to the place to study for another hr b4 leaving to meet my parents at yishun. dinner was fine i suppose. den came home n now blogging lorh. im realli exhausted. but... yea. hahaha shit having talked abt laz day of sch made me feel all sian again. oh well... nitez to all! JIAYOU FOR PRELIMS!
