sumtimes i wonder if i shld one day indulge in alcohol, cigarettes, clubbing, drugs etc...

so that perhaps my parents could realise that i've tried my best to be a good child.

and so that perhaps they could understand that looks doesnt count for all.






hmmm an exact one year has passed. and life isnt the same anymore. even though disappointment fills me, i am happy to say that at least what's brimming over is gladness that things have turned out this way as well...

merry christmas!

tay lide.
looking to revive a dead blog and renew dead thoughts.

if i rise on the wings of the dawn, if i settle on the far side of the sea, even there Your right hand will guide me, Your right hand will hold me fast.
psalms 139:9-10