oh God why...? tell me why? why issit i feel so insecure all of a sudden? even though it seems that it's all for the better... that You are allowing me to go Israel, You allowed me to go to prom, You allowed me another 4 months of serving in Your ministry... but yet i can't find trust in this plan of Yours of my life...? quelm my heart... calm me down...
even at the ends of the earth... i know in my heart You would be there for me... let me learn this please!!
i feel so misunderstood... haiz